Addendum

Am I doing the right thing or fucking everything up? I feel like I make some sacrifices for what I feel is "right," but who is to say? No one has conclusive advice or could possibly know the inner workings of my head, but these quandries just mount. I need some coffee shop time with a few people to sort my life out. Or maybe another trip to Rock Bottom :)

I remembered shortly before arriving here that it's Tuesday, which means I am supposed to work at 8am tomorrow. Good times.